I haven't posted anything in a while, and figured I would catch up. Kind of sucks that people know about this now. It makes it hard to be honest and open. I really don't mind though. I doubt anyone really wants to take the time to read my little blog.
Well where to start... I got fired from my job. It wasn't even something I did. I refused to take a manager position and it back fired causing me to lose my job. My boss was a little immature to say the least. I will admit I am going to miss the people I worked with but am quite relieved that I don't have all the responsibility I had with that place. She is going to miss me when I'm gone. I have never been given notice though. It was strange... She told me my last day was May 1st.. Oh well gives me some time to find something new. I was thinking about it and I don't think I could have had something better happen to me. Here is to a new job! (Once I find one...)
I have mended some old friendships that were torn apart by bad friendships. That was nice. It's nice to know that I wasn't the one everyone disowned, they just didn't like my choice of friendships. I understand that. I guess it was an ugly phase I had to go through. I am feeling a lot better about the person I am. I have gone back to the way I was when I was younger. Nice. I am nice again. I know this sounds absurd but I went through a phase in high school with a friend that caused me to be a judgmental B-word. I missed this me. I missed when I could just be nice to everyone and it not be some weird oddity that I had to explain. I enjoy being nice. I like having conversations. I have been judged so much in my life and hated it... it is only fair that I remember how it felt and not treat other people like that.
I am happier than I have been in a long time. Despite the recent hardships. I am taking a positive turn in my life, and it is about time. I have finally had the time to take some time for me. Just me. I have taken time to get my priorities straight again. New routines, new health and new opportunities. Change is good.
One constant is my Jason. He is still here for me, even though I am a total jerk to him sometimes. I don't know what I would do without him. We, as a couple, have grown a lot. Two years down. He is so good with me. He is good for me. Though sometimes, I will admit I want to beat him. He can be so frustrating, but I love every IRRITATING minute.
I am finally realizing my priorities again. Back in school, and meaning it this time. I finally declared my degree for elementary education. I have a bunch of classes that don't count, but at least I have some of my credits. Three years and I will have my degree. Yay! Anyway, I am going to try and update more often, it is about time that I started sharing my life again. Especially because it is nice to read now. Have a wonderful night.
Hugs and Kisses.
-xoxo, Jessi
