12.30.2011

Dear Doubt,

    Sometimes I worry that I am doing the wrong things. I have a feeling that I am in the wrong place, or making the wrong decision. I feel like I should be into a career and have a life, and be working on a family. Then I remember, I am only 19. I don't need a family yet, I don't need a career yet. I need to figure out who I am. If you ask my friends, I am a specific way with specific people. I guess I can see that. I just want there to be a time in which I can just be confident in exactly how I am.
     I have a strong moral set, and a strong belief system, however, I just don't exactly know what I am supposed to be doing at any given time. It is like that feeling when you walk into a room, and know you went into the room for something but can't remember what that was. That is how  I feel about my life. I think I can get over that though. I am going you have to right. I will keep you updated on this quest for self-assurance. Until next time then.
                      -xoxo, Jessi

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