Dear Pressure,

    It seems like I am getting you from every angle. It really isn't fair. I just quit a job, which sucks but at the same time, I still have a job. So I didn't do anything too irrational. Then there is the school thing. A bunch of pressure there. I am trying so hard to get a scholarship to a better university but it is just difficult because I can't just focus on school. I also have to worry about the two jobs I usually have at once. Two jobs and school is a pain in the butt. I just have to do it though. I have to do it. I just have to.
   I just wish people would catch my motivation like I do. I mean. It isn't hard to hold down a job. Not at all. I mean, if you aren't going to school, and you aren't going to take the education route, find a labor job. Find something that kicks your butt. Makes you sweat. If you are going to take the education route, do it. And put everything you got into it. I am just so sick of people settling for mediocre. I don't care what you are doing or are going to do as long as you push yourself with everything to be the best at it. That's all I care about.
   One more pet peeve before I leave you for the evening. I hate when people complain about a situation and don't do something to fix it. If you are going to bitch about it, do something about it. DO something. Talking never got anything done. I promise. If you are going to talk about doing something, use that for forward progress. Okay that's all I have to bitch about for tonight.. Goodnight...
               -xoxo, Jessi.