Today I am feeling a little tougher. Sorry you all had to go through that little rough patch with me. I am good today. I'm not really, but I am going to hold my head up. I am going to be a trooper. I will have to. I have work today, and for the next eight days straight... oh boy. I guess it will keep my mind occupied. It is easier to be tough when you are focused on talking to customers and getting their stupid drink order.
I don't really have a lot to say today... I guess I will figure things out. I kind of feel stuck between a rock and a hard place. I know I am going to be so busy once school starts that a relationship is probably not going to happen. I feel like maybe I should just stop. Stop dealing with men. It sucks. I am needy, at least when it comes to that companionship. I like need it. It sounds so pathetic but it is true. I guess one day I am going to have to be okay with being alone. It will just have to happen. Anyway, today is the day I get my shit together and stop dwelling on the things I can not change. Well, here is to starting new,
-xoxo, Jessi.
That's the Jessi I know, and fell in love with <3
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