Dear Second Chances,

     You and I have never been friends, that is for sure. However, I would be stupid not to give him another shot I feel a little too strongly about him to walk away. He is such a pain in my ass sometimes. I have had a wonderful couple days with him recently, despite our little disagreements. I just really, honestly hope that the mistakes that we both made in the past won't ruin our future. So far, I am not so convinced that they won't but I guess that will take time to see. I know that he wants to do more, and I will be patient. I have always been good at that. But this time, I am not going to let it take the toll on my self esteem that it did before. I don't think I could handle that.
     Well, I guess I don't really know what to say for sure but I can say I will let things fall where they may. Here is to a new beginning, 07/23/2012.
     -xoxo, Jessi.